Selfish.

I've been in a mood. Like a saturnine mood. I've been grumpy but happy. Confused and sad but mixed with stressed but okayness. I am not sure why. Whatever I do isn't good enough. It isn't good enough for me. I'm mad at myself for being a bitch (sorry for the langue) to my parents. For being short to my sister. For being bossy to my boyfriend. For being a medusa instead of being the Athena I am. I am strong. I take on stress and deal with it. I accept things for what they are. I am creative and curious. I love getting dressed and doing makeup and painting my nails. But lately and it's been a long lately, I've been in a fog. I don't want to get dressed. My curiousness can wait. I don't have muchness to show. And it makes me stressed. Because I can feel my curiousness and muchness want to explore out of me but I can't get it out. And the more I try to get it out the more I dig it in deeper into the hole I'm wanting it out of. I want to be happy. I want my old self back. I need it back.

October

I feel happiest in October. The air is fresh, the colors are relaxing. Pumpkins are my favorite. Halloween is who I am. My boyfriend says October is my month, we do what I want the whole month. Haunted houses, corn mazes, picking pumpkins (I already have 10) .i was made for October.

1st day

My first day of my second year at UVU is now over! It was fun, but very stressful to know what my life will be full of for the next months! Lots of homework! And lots of studying! But on the fun side this is what I wore! I wore a purple lipstick, with a forever 21 peter-pan collar, polka dot shirt, with PAC sun bullhead jeans and target shoes!
I hope your school day went by smoothly!

GREEK

Greek is now offered at UVU. This is the first time it is offered at this school. I am a experimental student for a class! I'm sort of excited for this. I don't know why. The system might be messy and confusing but now I can say I was in the first class for Greek. YAY!! Today is my first day and I'm so happy! I can't wait for more learning tomorrow!

I got a new job! YaY!! I'm excited for it! Where I work is a wonderfully fun place! It has indoor surfing, indoor rope course, bowling, and much more!! I also work with some of my friends! I work with one of my best friends, I have known her since we were 5years old. Today was my third day of training! Whaoooo!!!

Leather, lace and spikes oh my!

I love mixing different styles to make your own!

Just Bitten

Revlon has a balm stain called Just Bitten Kissable. I got the 040 Rendezvous, it's a peachy pink orangey color. I like it a lot. But it's not a stain. At least for my lips it's not. It's More of a lip balm/lip stick. But over all I like it. Its very easy to apply as well!